I fight a lot with my boyfriend lately. I don't know, but I just realized that it's me who ruined everything. I act soooo childish, being too sensitive, and such a crybaby. I asks him for things I want so selfishly, and go angry if he don't fulfill my wants. Why I can be so mean? I'm really a bad bad girl :(
Uh. I made him upset (oh yeah of course, no doubt!). I really want to say sorry for being so selfish, but I feel like... Uh, dunno! My head is like full-of-'dunno'. It feels like I lost half of my brain somewhere, so I can't think clearly.
Actually, I want to be with him more often. But everytime I'm with him, I can't control myself to bother him. Maybe my body has its instinct to attach his attention... Hhmmmmmmm.
What I can conclude is... I'm such a very very bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad girl. I need to change :(
Dear you. Yes, you. My only chubby-flabby-adorable boy. I'm sorry for being so bad lately. I hope you'll understand, 'cause I don't know what's happening with me, too! I love you. Don't hate me ._.
What my face I feel like. |
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